All this time

I was meant to be maturing

Yet here I was wasting time

Yeah. I know they say

You go at your own pace

But I hadn’t even tied up my shoes

To start the race

What was I doing?

What was I thinking?

Was I even thinking?

Clearly didn’t think about

Where I was going

Until it was too late

Or was it all divine timing?

Only God knows at this rate

They say it’s not to late

You just have to keep moving.

You can’t stand there and wait

Wait for things to happen

Otherwise, you’ll never

Never get things done

At this rate

Ugh, what was I doing?

Who was I even doing it for?

Couldn’t have been for me

Couldn’t. 

Otherwise, I would’ve

I would’ve done more

Been further, more

Focused more

Just been more!

I’m not going to waste

Waste any more precious time

I’m going to just be still

Be still and mature

No longer going to think it’s boring

No more

No more

I’m just going to have to do it

No one is going to do it for me

Just no more

No more

Excuses